flashing lights, webcam night

yesterday night i was on msn and webcam with MY girlfriend for like 3 hours lol.. haven't been on msn for that long in years ;o. but nonetheless, i had a great night just talking to her <3 espeicially when i kicked her BUTT in checkers! - im still undefeated baby :) haha, hope you read this when you get home/on :) ill probably be out but i just wanted to blog this before i go. i love you <3


crazy with you,
crazier without.

what a nuisance :(

princess alexandra lani monique do nguyen the third is the gayest girlfriend in the whole world, but i couldn't, wouldn't, and would never ask for another one. because she is the one i need and the one i'll love with all of my heart forever & always <3 :)


crazy with you,
crazier without.

for yesterday

okay so i thought i would wake up at around 12ish yesterday to write my blog for yesterday, but i guess i was so tired i slept from 10pm until now LOL. so this is for yesterday. anyway, yesterday was an amazing night. ill skip what happened at school and just jump right into what happened after school. so after school me and *ahem* and her friends went to vmills and then to the movies. we watched new moon! i was really happy to be able to watch it with "her", even though it was my second time watching it. my second time watching it was even better :) because it was with her of course. haha. after the movie, we all hung out outside of the theatre. and i was waiting for like 10 mins for a bunch of random people to stop comming in and out of the theatre. but yesterday night was packed. so i then asked her friends if i could talk to "her" in private. the reason for this is because earlier that day at school i gave her a note, with a few words on it. it was a part of the song that i wrote her. so then on the way to the movies i said i'd give her the rest. and this is when i did. after her friends left us alone for a bit, i got really really super nervous haha. because i wasn't just gonna give her the rest of the song on paper. but i was going to recite the whole thing in front of her. this is something i've never thought of doing, but i knew i had to do it. i was shaking in the inside a hell lot and my heart was beating a trillion times a second. so then i pulled her into a corner and starting reciting the song. it turned out to be a success! i only messed up like once or twice tho haha which isn't too bad despite i was more nervous than i had ever been in my life! so after the song, i looked into her eyes and asked her out. haha whoever reads this might be thinking "wait.. weren't you two going out before!?" haha. no we weren't. why? because we're cool like that, we're cool like that LOL <-- she'll get that ;). so yeah she then said yes and we hugged. dam, i can't even count how many times she gave me butterflies that night or even how many times she made me smile. but nonetheless, i hope she enjoyed my song and cherishes it forever. iloveyou<3


creating magic like a magician,
melody heartbeat like a musician.

goodnight baby. sweet dreams. iloveyou.

baby, i can't stop thinking of you. imissyou.

rainy day freestyle poem.

alright this was a poem i was thinking about in my head while walking home from my bus stop. while walking home, i looked up and saw the weather was so ugly lol so i decided to write about it. enjoy :)

walking home and something caught my eye
looked up at the sky and i wondered why?
clouds so dark and full of pain
inflicting damage upon everyone's thoughts, driving them insane
i wish the winds would blow, just blow the clouds away
blow the clouds so hard that they'd come back another day
time passing so slow, just staring at the clock
my mind's full of haze, with all of these blocked thoughts
trying to let out, but being kept in
thinking of things, and what could have been
within these enclosed walls, i feel the suffocation
it's hard to breathe, as if my life's reached it's expiration
i feel this deep need to just get out of here
to just leave this dark room and go out with no fear
the outside world is mentally and physically scary
all of these dark thoughts in mind,
it's making me tired, god dam, it's making me weary.
im sitting here with nothing to do
wishing the rain would go away, how about you?

tic tac toe - x's and o's

okay so i just woke up and guess what time it is!? blog time! lol. alright so today was a bad yet good day. it started off bad because my other half *ahem* was in a really really bad mood. she was really down but of course, it was my job to cheer her up and i did :). in the morning she made me worry sick because i was running around school like a "maniac" looking for her because she was not there. i was willing to wait at the front of the school for her until she arrived. luckily she came to school at the last moment. so then lunch came around and i spent lunch with her and her friends. this was the turnaround point. she started to loosen up with my lame jokes and started to smile. i was relieved to see this and it made me smile as well. but i didn't start there. i wanted to make her smile more lol. so then after 3rd period i did the most lame thing a guy could possibly do. so we have matching necklaces and on a part of the necklace, it says "tic tac toe". we've been wondering what it meant for the longest time! so then today i found the most perfect meaning haha. so then in the stairwell, i asked her "you know how our necklaces say tic tac toe? well yeah, i finally know what it means!" and then i asked her "what do you play tic tac toe with?" she replied x's and o's. after that i asked "what do x's and o's stand for?" and her reply was hugs and kisses. so then i leaned in and gave her a kiss. hahaha yeah i know, i am so lame. "she" says i'm embarrassing, but i know she loves it <3 that was basically the highlight of my day. laterrs !

ps. you still don't know my dream LOL <-- you know who you are :). imissyou.


creating magic like a magician,
melody heartbeat like a musician.